Not for the faint of heart.

Just a warning, if you dont like hearing what I believe is the cold hard truth or cant handle negative vibes, then stop reading right now.

Ive never had a ture direction in this life, whether it was ignorance or issues fitting in with my classmates and into this very system. I was always afraid of slaving away making someone elses dream a reality, while being trapped paying bills and taxes, and it makes people think im lazy and worthless. I just wish things could be different, less hard on my spirit. Theres so much wrong with this country, a place where everyone thinks their free, but people dont know what true freedom is.

If we were truly free this whole matrix would collapse upon itself, and those elites that control everything and have so much power over us would be rendered powerless. Bankers and politicians making money from war and murder, families ripped apart because of this fucked up industrial military complex. Every country needs to have a powerful military to defend their homeland, but in America its all about power, not about defending every citizen and their rights. Big food companies prioratizing quantity over quality, not caring how much damage the ingredients and additives they use inflicts. Doctors making money for selling perscriptions instead of really treating all these diseases theyve suppposidly been spending forever researching on. Theres a reason the FDA banned cancer treatments like vitamin B17 and CBD, they dont want it to be cured. Lobbyists have too much power using their dirty money to impact rules and regulations in congress. These people are just worthless money hungry vultures who make things worse for the majority of us.

Theres so much more I can say, and you can call me cynical or ungreatful but im just stating facts the news media tries to censor. Im just sick of how backwords everything is, life shouldnt be this way, humans killing other humans for fun and profit. Damaging our air and our environment with chemicals and resources that are deemed by those in charge as acceptable. This country has been ruled over by those with the most money and power for almost its entire existence, and as inflation will always continue to go up, itll just get worse.

I just wanna be part of a community that looks out for eachother, thats grows their own healthy organic food, producing their own resources without the government trying to steal their share. If i could find a place where I could live off the land and not feel like a money slave, with some likeminded people, I would be content. I dont need to be rich, I just wanna be somewhere where money isnt everything, where violence and death isnt being promoted like in American culture. A place where people arent treated like cattle.

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#10: Getting Back on Track

The main reason why I started blogging was to have an outlet, to post about what I feel and what my opinions on certain things are, so let met get back on track. The Plymouth RMV is the worst fucking piece of shit I’ve ever had to go to. I recently went to go get my ID there and I waited and hour on the first day, but my Mom was already at Longhorn and we had to leave, so the next day I waited 2 hours to get called in. I had my birth certificated, social security card, and the $25 payment, and I also had an large envelope with a packet of information from UMass Boston. I get in there and they say they can’t accept the envelope, and I would have to go back home to get an envelope of a bill or a letter. Well I looked for half an hour just to find one because I never get any mail, and guess what, I never found one. I had to drive all the way to the bank and had them print out something that proves that I live where I do, which they didn’t even tell me was an option, and I had to look online to find out. I tried calling them but a machine answered, and I couldn’t even talk to anybody to fucking find out what would else would be acceptable that I could bring in other than that envelope (Because obviously I could’ve given UMass Boston a fake address to send stuff to). My Dad was also pissed saying that ‘It shouldn’t take this long to get a fucking photo ID’ and how ‘No wonder why everyone is moving out of this shitty state’. I have convinced myself that I’m never going there again. I remember being so angry that I thought about planting a bomb and destroying the building (While nobody was there of course), but rationality prevailed and I just put that bad experience right behind me.