Not for the faint of heart.

Just a warning, if you dont like hearing what I believe is the cold hard truth or cant handle negative vibes, then stop reading right now.

Ive never had a ture direction in this life, whether it was ignorance or issues fitting in with my classmates and into this very system. I was always afraid of slaving away making someone elses dream a reality, while being trapped paying bills and taxes, and it makes people think im lazy and worthless. I just wish things could be different, less hard on my spirit. Theres so much wrong with this country, a place where everyone thinks their free, but people dont know what true freedom is.

If we were truly free this whole matrix would collapse upon itself, and those elites that control everything and have so much power over us would be rendered powerless. Bankers and politicians making money from war and murder, families ripped apart because of this fucked up industrial military complex. Every country needs to have a powerful military to defend their homeland, but in America its all about power, not about defending every citizen and their rights. Big food companies prioratizing quantity over quality, not caring how much damage the ingredients and additives they use inflicts. Doctors making money for selling perscriptions instead of really treating all these diseases theyve suppposidly been spending forever researching on. Theres a reason the FDA banned cancer treatments like vitamin B17 and CBD, they dont want it to be cured. Lobbyists have too much power using their dirty money to impact rules and regulations in congress. These people are just worthless money hungry vultures who make things worse for the majority of us.

Theres so much more I can say, and you can call me cynical or ungreatful but im just stating facts the news media tries to censor. Im just sick of how backwords everything is, life shouldnt be this way, humans killing other humans for fun and profit. Damaging our air and our environment with chemicals and resources that are deemed by those in charge as acceptable. This country has been ruled over by those with the most money and power for almost its entire existence, and as inflation will always continue to go up, itll just get worse.

I just wanna be part of a community that looks out for eachother, thats grows their own healthy organic food, producing their own resources without the government trying to steal their share. If i could find a place where I could live off the land and not feel like a money slave, with some likeminded people, I would be content. I dont need to be rich, I just wanna be somewhere where money isnt everything, where violence and death isnt being promoted like in American culture. A place where people arent treated like cattle.

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The River (Poem)

Majestic river of my past memories
I hope she’s still flowing beautifully
Her face is still ever present
Her soul is still so iridescent
She’s gone but part of her is still here
She gave me love and she took my fear
I released all the feelings that I once kept locked
But now she’s gone and I feel lost

All of my secrets were washed away
I hope they won’t be found at shore or at bay
I told the river all that I kept inside
Because I finally found a place to hide
I would’ve been willing to drown or get ripped apart
Just so I could get closer to her heart
I would’ve done anything for that river
And now she’s gone, but I forgive her

Vermillion (Poem)

I’ve been listening to Vermillion Pt. 2 by Slipknot lately, and one day I was just inspired to write a poem based off of it. Hope you guys enjoy it.

She sleeps in white but dreams in black
Stepping on grass and shards of shattered glass
He sky is faded and void of color
Her dreams are filled with her vanished lover

Her once pure dress is covered in dirt
The one that she has worn since birth
It flaps in the wind she doesn’t feel
She lives in a world that isn’t real

She sings the song that nobody else sings
Wraps the gifts that no one else needs
She keeps everything locked up inside herself
She’s the victim that nobody tries to help

It’s spring but she feels colder than winter
She is a deep and hidden splinter
Stuck inside of me that I can get out
She’s silent even when she wants to shout